Tuesday, October 7, 2008

"Struggling" support needed!

I had a really bad day today and don't want to get to specific, other than I just wanted to reach out a bit.

The stress at work is beyond what I can handle. I then tend to take it out on myself by using my eating disorder issues as a vise. The wild and unthinkable thoughts racing through my head are uncontrollable - even after I got home. I've stayed in isolation trying to regroup myself and just can't muster the courage to pull myself out of it. I have to - just have to get myself out of my stinking thinking cause it's bogging me down physically and mentally. I don't think things will get much better because if my workload right now (managing 9200 pages) and the fact that I don't get help or support at work doesn't help the matter.

Please pray for me!

4 comments:

Georgia (AKA g-bug) said...

i'm praying now. hang in there, sweet friend.

did you get my comment that you have been tagged?

sandy said...

Got it, but will not have a chance until this evening. I need some help to do it though. If I call you later this evening can you help me - I don't know how to tag stuff.

Chris said...

I hope you make it through this difficult time, and I'm praying for you.

Cori said...

I'm proud of you for using your voice and not your body!! I am praying for you, we'll get through this together. <3 :: hugs ::