Thursday, October 2, 2008

The fear of succeeding

The fear of succeeding is actually scarier than failing AND sometimes it feels like writing is the only thing that saves me.
Sharing my truths opens doors for healing and intimacy with others.
Still, we at times withhold the truth, fearing loss or conflict or judgment.
We dance with deception and half-truths and hope we can evade "having to tell the truth." If we live in truth, we will be closer to our actual experience and therefore open to more joy. If we let ourselves be truly seen then we can be truly loved.
The truth hurts and heals. Hurts when we fear and resist it, heals when we allow it to speak and change how we see. Our emotional lives are messy and filled with half-expressed feelings, unexpressed needs and withheld truths. Checking in is a simple way to navigate through feelings with others. So many times, I'm lost in my head with fears and I am not emotionally present. Learning to check in with myself is another step towards emotional wholeness.
This is why I blog...to share my truths and to open doors to healing.

INNER CRITIC FOOD FOR THOUGHT!
Learn to fight your inner critic as fiercely as you would an attacker.

2 comments:

Georgia (AKA g-bug) said...

ahh, yes. how true.
why would we fear success more than failure?
we are strange beings, i guess.

Chris said...

Good way to put it! Your inner critic can be your worst enemy at times!