One of the projects I did during my recovery was to try to figure out who Ed was. I visualized him in my mind and this who Ed is to me. He is a nasty abusive man who strives to belittle me every chance he gets. He wears one of those wife-beater t-shits, drinks, has marks of bad acne and works for a living shoveling shit. I then drew a picture of what he was to me so I had something in hand to symbolize my eating disorder. I hate him!